I will forever be sorry baby
DUDE, I SHOWERED FOR YOU.
Hate when this happens!!!
Last summer I am just analyzing in my mind. Was an amazing summer. Don’t get me wrong, I fucked up SO MUCH. But you know what, I learned.
I am a completely different more matured person since last summer! I have taught myself that emotions suck, pain is just fun, and late night talks over cake are the best. As much as I miss everything about last summer, this summer has been kick ass! And that is all that matters is this moment here in time now.
So I missed my 3rd adoration since the 8th grade. And I was really bent out of shape about it. Until I realized, you know what, I can miss however many I want too. It isn’t like God isn’t present everywhere in my life! I mean seriously Ally, your retarded. This summer has so far brought me so much deeper into my faith life and also a deeper appreciation for my loving and faithful friends, in which I have built tremendous relationships with. I mean seriously, I love summer so far.
However, college is around the corner and all I get is FUS. That is it, no where else. Just me and FUS. I feel that is where I should be, however if I tried and wasn’t so damn lazy when it came to school work I could be going there for the Fall of 2012! It is just so exciting to see all my friends graduating and us the class of 2012 to also be moving up and on with our lives!
This year is going to bring a tremendous amount of change to my life, my friends lives, and my families lives. I am up for the challenge God! Bring it on!!