So today I finished my homework say around 415 ish. Bored all afternoon. I finished watching HP Pt. 1 and caught up on my Make it or Break it. Then I fell across my journals from the past 2 years of high school, and damn was sophomore year a rough one! Then I started to think about all that happened this past year! This year is the roughest year of my life.
I always wondered, if we hate the past so much then why do we document it to read it in the future?
After really thinking about this past year I think of all the issues I truly had. Losing the closest person to me in my life, losing an aunt, school work out the butt, becoming an aunt, inheriting an exchange student, not being confirmed with ALL of my friends, not being able to become a Eucharistic Minister of Holy Communion, etc. The list goes on forever. However I noticed that each task came right after the other so the pain never stopped. This past year has been the biggest blur of my life, and now I am applying to college without my best friend. It has truly been the roughest year of my life so far. I never knew so many songs could have so much meaning to one person.
These issues although may seem to be very rough, I always seemed to manage my grievance. It is because of Christ’s love and a specific few people in which I would literally would not be the person I am today without them this past year. Christ gives us people in our lives to help us get past these obstacles and also to bring us closer to him. These people help us in our everyday life.
The past has taught us all something I know. I have learned a great amount of wisdom not only from my past but also the past of others. It has really put into perspective a life that I do no wish to live in. Life is a series of events all thrown at us at different times. Why dwell on one obstacle when there are more to come? Turn to Christ for everything, He will get you through it all no matter what you think. His love will never fail.
Hey baby, I miss you like crazy.
I wish you could have came to prom, cause man would we be getting it on.
But since your not here, I’ll just have another beer.
To drink the pain away, until we can say.
I wish you were here, to take back these tears.
I miss your warm touch and I couldn’t be asking for much.
I just want you near I just want you here.