Typical Situation

1. whispers in my ear/kisses on the neck

2. funny but also serious

3. is my best friend

<3

1. if you only want sex

2. if you are a wimp

3. if you are not funny

4. if you do not have a faith life <3

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1. Katy Hane

2. Brigette Becker

3. John Finch

4. Bryan Smyth

5. Marcie Duffey

I love you <3

1. done that

2. spent so much time with you

3. done that….again

4. fell into your love

5. let you go

6. done that……..again

1. will things ever be the same?

2. why me?

3. im not just a normal person, why do you insist i am?

4. what will i do when im older

5. how badly i want to get into FUS

6. how much i cannot wait to leave Slidell

7. how much i cannot wait to have a boyfriend that treats me right and respects me for God’s image and not my worldly image..

how you can act like i am a normal teen to you.

how you can down size me cause of my age.

how you can be there for everyone when it comes to phone but not me.

how you seem to feel like nothing happened.

how you can say things and expect me not to ask questions.

how you act like im 4, when all the shit you know i have been through is not what a normal 4 year old would do.

im not stupid, treat me like my age, not a 4 year old.

I’m not 4, I’ve been through shit in my life. treat me like a damn adult not someone who is like 10 years old…. i understand what you are saying. just dumb it down a little. clearly i am not 4 to you, considering what happened.

1. enjoy the small things in life

2. can sing and play guitar or piano; and play Dave, The Fray, Lifehouse, Mayer, and Johnson)

3. respect me for me, not my body

4. do stupid things and not care about what others think

5. hold my hand backwards

6. stay up late with me just talking about life

7. be cheesy, no matter what

8. just be my friend

1. I hate feelings

2. I cannot wait to become Catholic

3. I am very weird and loud

4. I hate being in a state of vulnerability

5. I adore music

6. I love to drive

7. I love cold weather

8. Volleyball is my passion <3

9. I am different

1. I miss you, and I am sorry for everything. I love you.

2. I thank God everyday for putting you in my life.

3. I’m sorry I’ll never be as perfect as her.

4. I wish sex wasn’t all you wanted from me.

5. I love you can can’t wait to spend college life with you!

6. I have thought about you less lately, and I hope your doing okay.

7. I don’t miss you at all, life without is better.

8. I thank God especially for putting you in my life, you are the better half of me.

9. What better of a dream husband is there?

10. Your funny, always seem to brighten my day.

i am…
[] i am a university student.
[x] i am a cuddler.
[]i am an okay dancer.
[X] i am a huge fan of lists.
[X] i am a morning person.
[X] i am a perfectionist.
[] i am a republican.
[X] i am allergic to something deadly.
[ ] i am an only child.
[x] i am (ALMOST) catholic.
[X] i am content as of this moment.
[X] i am currently in my pajamas.
[] i am currently pregnant.
[X] i am currently single.
[] i am embarrassed to be seen with my mother or father.
[X] i am currently suffering from a breaking heart.
[X] i am okay at styling other people’s hair.
[] i am left handed.
[] i am married.
[] i am obsessed with my tumblr
[] i am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] i am procrastinating by filling out this list.
[] i am resentful that i have to grow up.
[] i am very shy around the opposite sex.
[] i am, or was, pigeon-toed.
[] i bite my nails.
[X] i can be paranoid at times.
[X] i carry a weapon with me everywhere i go. (lighters work bro~)
[ ] i collect picture frames.
[x] i currently have a crush on someone.
[X] i consider myself to be a ‘nerd’.
[X] i currently regret something that i have done/am doing.
[X] i curse frequently.
[ ] i don’t hate anyone.
[X] i enjoy country music.
[X] i enjoy jazz music.
[x] i enjoy smoothies.
[X] i enjoy talking on the phone.
[x] i have a car.
[X] i have a mobile phone.
[X] i have a hard time paying attention at school.
[X] i have a hidden talent.
[X] i have a hobby.
[X] i have a lot to learn.
[X] i have a pet.
[X] i have a secret that i am ashamed to reveal.
[] i have a tendency to fall for the “wrong” girl.
[X] i have all my (real) grandparents, none of them have died.
[X] i have at least one brother and/or sister.
[X] i have avoided work to play with my tumblr
[X] i have been in a real relationship.
[ ] i have been in a threesome.
[X] i have been rejected by someone.
[ ] i have been the “psycho ex” in a past relationship.
[X] i have been to another country.
[ ] i have been to an anime convention.
[X] i have been to europe.
[ ] i have been to las vegas.
[X] i have been told that i am very smart.
[X] i have been told that i have an unusual sense of humor.
[X] i have broken a bone.
[x] i have caller i.d. on my phone.
[] i have changed a diaper.
[X] i have changed a lot over the past year.
[ ] i have cheated on a significant other.
[] i have counted down the days until the summer.
[] i have dated my best friend’s ex.
[] i have done something illegal.
[] i have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[X] i have gone scuba diving/snorkling.
[] i have had major/minor surgery.
[] i have had my hair cut within the last week.
[X] i have had sex with someone i was not in a relationship with.
[] i have had the cops called on me.
[x]i have snogged someone i knew i shouldn’t.
[x] i have snogged someone of the same sex.
[] i have made a move on a friend’s significant other in the past.
[X] i have mood swings.
[x] i have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
[] i have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[X] i have rejected someone before.
[] i have seen the lord of the rings trilogy.
[ ] i have seen the television show the o.c.
[] i have swam in the ocean.
[ ] i have tried a drug that is illegal.
[x] i have tried sushi.
[ ] i have watched sex and the city.
[X] i have watched the television show spongebob squarepants.
[X] i know how to shoot a gun.
[x] i like being the center of attention.
[X] i like eating ramen noodles.
[X] i like my handwriting.
[] i like shakespeare.
[X] i like the taste of blood.
[X] i like to cook.
[X] i like to sing.
[X] i like to vacuum.
[X] i love learning foreign languages.
[x] i love michael jackson.
[X] i love my friends.
[] i love olives.
[X] i love rain.
[x i love sleeping.
[] i love to play computer games.
[x] i love to shop.
[X] i miss someone right now.
[X] i own 100 cds or more.
[ ] i own a home.
[X] i own and use a library card.
[] i play a musical instrument.
[ ] i practice a religion that is not considered mainstream.
[X] i read books for pleasure.
[x] i shave my legs.
[x] i sleep a lot during the day.
[] i strongly dislike math.
[ ] i think britney spears is pretty.
[X] i think long strings of html code look cool.
[X] i think that pizza hut makes the best pizza.
[X] i think the world would be a better place if people just smiled more often.
[ ] i was born in a country other than the usa.
[ ] i watch more tv this year than last year.
[ ] i watch soap operas on a regular basis.
[x] i wear contact lenses.
[X] i will try anything once.
[X] i work at a job that i enjoy.
[ ] i would classify myself as ghetto.
[] i would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x ] i like orange kool aid.
[x ] i can name all 7 of the dwarfs from ‘snow white and the seven dwarfs’.
[X] i like being at school.
[X] i always love wearing sweaters.
[ ] i love water polo.
[] i am currently wearing socks.
[ ] i am being nostalgic right now.
[ ] i hate summer.
[x i am tired.
[X] i love to paint/draw/sketch/sculpt i have….
[X] been drunk.
[ ] smoked pot.
[ ] done ecstasy.
[ ] done cocaine
[ ] done heroin.
[ ] done opium.
[ ] done pcp.
[ ] done lsd.
[ ] done prescription narcotics for recreational purposes.
[ ] huffed air-duster.
[ ]been to a rave
[X] been to a real party.
[X] kissed someone.
[] ridden in a taxi.
[] jumped a ramp with a bike.
[X] been dumped.
[X] been used.
[] shoplifted.
[ ] ran from the cops.
[X] been in a room of your school that you could get suspended for being in
[] been fired.
[X] been kicked out of a movie theater.
[X] snuck into a movie.
[] been in a fist fight.
[] got hit by a car.
[] fired a real gun.
[X] snuck out of your parent’s house.
[ ] been arrested.
[X] gone in a mosh pit.
[] stolen something from your school.
[] celebrated new years in times square.
[] gone on a blind date.
[X] lied to a friend.
[X] had a crush on a teacher.
[X] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[X] been to europe.
[X] skipped school.
[X] thrown up from drinking.
[X] played ‘clue’
[X] had a sleepover party.
[X] gone ice skating.
[ ] cheated on a bf/gf.
[x] been cheated on.
[] had your tonsils out.
[x]been exposed to laughing gas.
[x] have a car.
[X] driven a car.
[ ] totaled a car. do you…
[X] feel loved.
[X] feel lonely.
[X] feel happy.
[X] hate yourself.
[X] have a dog.
[X] have your own room.
[X] sing along with your music.
[X] dance around the house in your underwear.
[ ] listen to hawaiian music.
[x] listen to underground hip hop.
[x] listen to rap.
[X] listen to classic rock.
[x] listen to new rock.
[X] listen to country.
[X] listen to reggae.
[X] listen to techno.
[X] listen to punk.
[X] listen to pop.
[ x] listen to r&b.
[X] listen to jazz.
[ ] listen to crooners.
[X] listen to bands that can’t be put into a category.
[X] have hobbies.
[ ] skateboard.
[ ] do aggressive inline.
[] snowboard.
[ ] ski.
[ ] surf.
[ ] skim board.
[X] have more than 1 best friend.
[x] get good grades.
[X] play an instrument.
[X] have slippers
[X] wear boxers
[x] wear black eyeliner.
[X] like the color blue.
[x] like the color pink.
[] like the color red
[X] like the color green
[X] like the color black
[] like the color purple
[X] like neon colors
[X] like to read.
[X] like to write.
[X] have long hair.
[] have short hair.
[X] have a laptop.
[ ] have a pager. are you…
[X] bored.
[X] happy.
[ ] bilingual.
[ ] hawaiian.
[ ] blonde
[X] a brunette
[] a redhead
[X] a darkhead
[ ] samoan.
[ ] filipino.
[ ] korean.
[ ] british.
[X] white.
[] italian
[ ] black.
[ ] inuit
[ ] mexican.
[ ] asian.
[x] a christian
[ ] a muslim
[ ] a jew
[ ] a hindu
[ ] a scientologist
[ ] an atheist
[ ] satanist
[x] short.
[] tall
[] just right
[X] realistic
[ ] an emo kid
[X] sick
[ ] mad (lol umad bro?)
[X] lazy.
[X] talking to someone.
[X] iming someone.
[X] scared to die.
[ ] buzzed
[ ] high
[X] caffeinated
[x] sleepy.
[] annoyed.
[ ] hungry.
[X] thirsty.
[ ] on the phone.
[X] in your room.
[] drinking something.
[ ] eating something.
[x] ticklish.
[X] listening to music
[] a virgin

My day was very tiring. Well first I went to sleep at 2 am. Which you can already sort of tell where this day is going. I then woke up at say, 7:15-ish. Which worked out great, because knew I was going to be late, so i had time to revise and print the remaining aspects of my real life project for class that morning. I woke up, brushed my teeth, washed my face, put in my eyeballs. therefore ready to go, i then decided i would fix up my make-up so i applied some good ole’ mascara and straightened my fixed hair! After getting ready i put on my original uniform, and thus continued on my morning to finish up my economics project. Once finishing i printed, as i waited for my papers to print i went and started my car and got it all warmed up, although today was not as cold as normal. I then got my papers and put the project all together and grabbed my coffee and water and was heading out the door. I get in my car, and leave proceeding to school. Now, this morning i took the sort of long but more likely easy way to get to school because i was late, why not take a nice drive in the nice weather. I then pulled up into school, and saw my parking spot was taken so i squeezed in a spot like i always do. I then go out the car took off my sweatpants, grabbed my things, and proceed to walk to the office to get my pass. After getting my pass i went to my locker on the other side of the school than my class was, put my phone and keys up and got my material. I then proceeded to Theology….BTW i have never hated to go the Theology class as much as i hate going to this class. It’s all lies! I then proceed to go to economics class where we basically turn in our major projects and talk about war and fun stuff like that. After then i proceed to boring ole’ Chemistry. Instead of paying attention i tend to look at the head line news to see what is going on and all, check e-mail, and get on facebook through Yahoo! We then get dismissed down to Confession in which i decide im not going to pay attention, just sleep, since i can not participate. Well, needless to say about 4 teachers sat right by me, therefore limiting my chances to sleep. After reconciliation, Liturgy Team, in which i am on, has to pick up. Once finishing to pick up, i go on my rant and do “The King of Glory” dance, in which is merely for laughs. But it is a good way to get out energy and to just enjoy life! Anyways, after that i head back to chemistry to be dismissed to lunch. Once, lunch ends i then head to my 4th hour class, Algebra II. This class is miserable…however i could careless, i learn my lesson and do my homework. except for today in about every class where i was given the opportunity to finish and start my homework but i chose not too, strange. Once that class ended i then moved to the desert. English, it is so hot in that room, however it was a laid back day, we read and then left pretty much! After school i continued on my day. I ended up having to bring a friend to meet her mom at my middle school. Thus i then decided to visit a good friend and old teacher of mine, so we caught up since i hadnt seen her in a while. We caught up for about 2 hours, it was great, i really missed her. I then get a text from my best friend who says she is bored so i tell her to come over. We then decide to dance! a game with the wii. Then my dad texts me and asks me to go to texas roadhouse for dinner, so i get ready and Katy tags along with us. So my mother, father, katy, and i go out to eat at texas roadhouse. Well, katy had some issues and i was going to a healing mass at my church for 7, instead i decided to spend good ole time with katy cause i knew she didnt want to be alone. we hung out and it was then in which i got the worst pains in my back and stomach….Katy then left around 10:15-ish and i took some meds and am now on my way to sleep :)

and that was pretty much December 3, 2010